I am really hating breastfeeding...

So my little guy was born at 37 weeks exactly. He was too little to latch on so i had to pump. He's 2 weeks old now and I'm still having issues. I hate pumping at night because his nights and days are mixed up and if i have some frozen i tend to be lazy and just thaw that instead of pumping directly. Due to that I've lost a bit of supply. In the beginning my breasts were super swollen and painful and let's face it thia just hurts.

I wanted so bad to breastfeed since he is my last child and due to medical reasons i couldn't do this with my older two. I just bought one of those nipple shields and he is so fussy and takes forever to latch on because he'd rather have a bottle.

Someone please tell me things get better. I'm only 2 weeks in so far and already dreading the next 50