Now we've been dating and we used to talk about how we would do it properly and he loves me and that we'll have a family one day because he saw how much it hurt me. I'm scared I might be pregnant again and when I tried to talk to him about it he got angry and blamed it on me when he never accepted no as an answer when I knew I was fertile and he also never wore a condom and I can't take contraceptive because I'm allergic to all types available to me I'm scared that if I am and I will refuse to have another abortion he will get angry again and leave and I don't know how I could handle being a single mum I grew up with a single mum I know how hard it is and I praise all woman who are and idk I'm so confused I need some help/advice ladies please 😔