Hopeless

Andrea • My rainbow 🌈 baby girl was born on August 4, 2018 (2 babies in Heaven)! Blessed to be mommy to this blessing! My heart is filled with joy 💜💜
I'm 35, have no kids, been married for 2 years, have suffered 2 miscarriages with 2 D&Cs, had major surgery in September 2015 (3 fibroids removed), had a failed <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IUI</a> in June 2016, had a second major surgery 8 days ago on June 27 (2 fibroids removed, stage 3 endometriosis removed, uterine polyps removed, uterine wall cleaned of extras, etc). 
As if that's not enough, now I find out:
*Found out my endometriosis was at stage 3 which gives me a 35% chance of pregnancy (have to get pregnant in the next 12 months before it all comes back)
*Tested positive for Antiphospholipid Syndrome (my body causes its own miscarriage by clotting blood in the placenta). Will have to inject myself with heparin for the first 8 months of pregnancy & take baby aspirin.
*Can start trying again after my period, but will have to take clomid to ovulate bcuz I have irregular ovulation & will have to do another <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IUI</a> to help the process.
* I QUIT!!