Hopeless

Andrea β€’ My rainbow 🌈 baby girl was born on August 4, 2018 (2 babies in Heaven)! Blessed to be mommy to this blessing! My heart is filled with joy πŸ’œπŸ’œ
I'm 35, have no kids, been married for 2 years, have suffered 2 miscarriages with 2 D&Cs, had major surgery in September 2015 (3 fibroids removed), had a failed <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IUI</a> in June 2016, had a second major surgery 8 days ago on June 27 (2 fibroids removed, stage 3 endometriosis removed, uterine polyps removed, uterine wall cleaned of extras, etc).Β 
As if that's not enough, now I find out:
*Found out my endometriosis was at stage 3 which gives me a 35% chance of pregnancy (have to get pregnant in the next 12 months before it all comes back)
*Tested positive for Antiphospholipid Syndrome (my body causes its own miscarriage by clotting blood in the placenta). Will have to inject myself with heparin for the first 8 months of pregnancy & take baby aspirin.
*Can start trying again after my period, but will have to take clomid to ovulate bcuz I have irregular ovulation & will have to do another <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IUI</a> to help the process.
* I QUIT!!