Shitty day

Last Wednesday I told my husband we were pregnant. It is perfect timing and we were so very excited--- but nervous because we were so early. The past week has been amazing preparing for what could be. Tomorrow would have been 5 weeks pregnant with our second babe. Today I got a call from my OBGYN that my second blood test showed my levels dropped from 31 last week to 7. She told me the pregnancy was not viable. 
I did not want to believe it was true. I am not bleeding and I feel pregnant. She told me to go take a test and we would track to make sure the level kept dropping. I immediately went out to take a test to prove I was still pregnant. Of course you could hardly see the line. I have cried my eyes out all day. 
I had to call my dad and tell him the baby didn't stick. Then my brother and sister and a couple friends. We wouldn't have told every one so early but with an upcoming trip we felt it was best timing. 
I am a roller coaster of emotions and can't believe this is happening. Miscarriages SUCK!!