is anyone else having anxiety or scared to death to give birth? This will be my 2nd pregnancy in 10 years and from how my last labor went im soo scared. Im almost 5 months but i know time will fly. It doesnt help i watch all these birthing videos. But thats how my anxiety works.

Also....a whole other subject. Ive been super upset/emo sinse we found out the gender to out baby my boyfriend shared the news to his grumpy ass gma/mom and she was whatever about it. Pissed me the fuck off so from now on i dont want to share or include her in anything. Not like my family were they are beyond the moon excited. ....sorry i know super long but neeeded to vent a bit.....any thoughts?