4 days late

Natalie
So I'm 4 days late and so scared to take a test because I've been trying for a year and a half and it's one dissapointment after another! I keep telling myself "I'm gonna start tomorrow" or "as soon as I buy the test I'm gonna start" I know I should just do it and get it over with but I'm being a chicken right now! Am I the only one that's felt this way?