af is due tomorrow..

so af is due tomorrow & i seriously can't handle the thought of it might actually be coming.. i usually gets cramps like 2 days before but this time i havent. i have had the pregnancy symptoms of headaches, being nauseated, dizziness, stuff like that.. but i dont know if its in my head cause we are ttc hahaha. so i guess saturday if af doesnt come ill test.. cross your fingers for us!(: