9dpo???

Mommyof3
So this month feels a lot diffrent the. Others since 6dpo I have been really nauseous and last night took a turn for the worst I got really sick and fainted we used pre seed this cycle hoping it would speed things up? I'm finding my self a lot more irritable and emoitnal my tummy feels really strange and diffrent Almost like something tugging it? Ive always been having lots of cramps bad cramps to? My cm is white milky when I put it in my ovia app it states it's cm before af?? I'm confused should I be feeling this way?