Being the first everytime

Lisa
PLEASE DONT JUDGE Me and my boyfriend have been together for 7 years and we have had are ons and offs but we have a 2 year old and it's hard to have sex but when we do I'm always the one to start it off and today I went off on him about it and he had nothing to say like idk what to do I hate that I turn him on everytime and then nothing for me help