so I'm about 12 1-2 weeks pregnant. and I am just so down. all the time. has anyone else felt depressed, low, just uninterested in life during pregnancy? and does it go away at any point..? any rainbow on the other side..? I hate feeling like this. I'm just never happy or satisfied. and I feel like just crying all the time. I have no joy in anything. I'm so quiet. and I'm always a really lovely, upbeat, happy, and funny person. I hate being miserable. I want my old self back. I just feel awful every day. and I can't sleep, my appetite is down, I just don't want to get out of bed. I just want to hide. someone please help!!!