2ww is killing me 😫

I'm beyond obsessed with peeing on sticks and I'm in the middle of my 2ww. The crazy is setting in. Hoping to everything this is my month. What's odd is by now I'm normally starting to have pms symptoms and this month there's literally nothing but some mild cramps. Also I'm from a very superstitious family and on god my mom gets heart burn every time one of her kids is having a baby. Never gets it any other time. It happened with all four of my siblings every time my sisters or my brothers SO was pregnant and it always turned out that they were and she called me at 2 am last night and said I think your finally pregnant because I'm having heart burn so bad I'm almost in tears. I was like don't tell me that, you'll get my hopes up. I'm the last of my siblings without a child. Praying that I am. Baby dust to everyone. 💜