~I've had attractions to women since I was 10. And I'm 15 now!~

I grew up in a family that had all women and one man (hell yeah!) And I had a fear of men, in a way. I never felt attracted, sexually at least. I had crushes on men, only once or twice throughout elementary school, and after 5th grade, I stopped, read about the LGBT community, talked about lesbians in front of family, took a large interest in women, and, talked, drew, and wrote about my sexuality.

Age 11, I realized, I felt more attracted than I'd ever been to women, sexually, too. Occasionally I'd be thinking about a previous male crush, or be like, "He's cute!" But when I saw girls, I'd look at their body and face, like "She has the finest body" or, "Holy shit!* I had intimate thoughts, and loved imagining dating a girl.

My parents argued one time, and I thought "Omg, I'm so gay!" I thought about how much easier it was to be with a girl, like

-You can share clothes

-You're always stocked for your period

-You understand the pain of periods and gyn checkups

-They're cuter than a lot of boys I knew

-Girls are sexy!

When 6th grade started, I crushed on a girl I knew since 2nd grade, and she was Bisexual, I was a winner. She showed interest in me, and I tried to as well.

She came out to me and said she liked me, and hoped I didn't hate her. I said I didn't, and returned the feelings.

We started dating that day and never told anyone, we'd put our arm around each other during lunch, hold hands, and make jokes about straight couples in our school.

And, we've been together since <3

AylinXKarissa 2012-2016