Anyone else terrified of Doctor's office now?

I've got my first OB appointment today, and I am already incredibly anxious. I had a MMC in December that was discovered at the ultrasound when I was 9 weeks, no heartbeat. Had to have a D&C. Then in March I had a chemical that was confirmed when I went for my quants to check HCG levels. There have been so many moments of bad news there that I'm terrified to go back! Praying I finally get some GOOD news when I go!! Anyone else with me?