So I was afraid

So I was afraid to announce that I'm expecting. I'm 4 months and 2 days to be exact. Two years ago I was expecting and unfortunately around four months I had a miscarriage. Up to this day the pain feels as the way it felt the day he became an angel. I tried after so much to get pregnant and no matter what I did it didn't work. I finally gave up and started taking care of myself with a birth control. Unexpectedly I ended up pregnant. I was happy but afraid to be way to happy cause I didn't want the same thing to happen to me again. Thankfully I've made it this far and with gods blessing I will be able to hold this baby with me and healthy. Here's a pic I took today. Lol