Just talking:)

Laura • Wife & Mother of two❤
So I went to my dr last week for my jaw hurting bad. And talked about a few things and she decided to get labs done for a complete panel, hornones and insulin blood work. Everything came back normal. 
I'm feeling discouraged that I won't get pregnant for awhile. Because my periods are irregular and that I am over weight. I asked my husband if we should stop trying for now and he said hello no. But I still feel discouraged:(
I feel like I can't lose weight because I've tried everything. Got some metFORMIN about a week ago to help, but hasn't yet. Makes me not eat as much. I'm overweight in the obese for my BMI. 5'3 , 173 pounds. it's all in my stomach and my thunder thighs:/  
I can NOT stay motivated because my body hurts to the max to where I can't sleep and even doing 5 jumping jacks hurts. 
I need to get my ass up early in he mornings and run 2 miles. And start my diet again. I will lose weight and be happy and hopefully that will get my periods to regulate and have a baby by the end of 2015. I am tired of wearing sweatpants and sweaters to hide. I want to feel beautiful again. 
Sorry that was so long. Just had to get all that out.