I'm too proud to talk to anyone in real life

Ughhhhhh gender reveal invite today. I can't vent to anyone in real life because I feel like an ass. This girl and I were trying for the same amount of time. She was very vocal about them trying and I just stayed quiet. She annoyed me by how much she talked about it and now she got it first. Isn't that awful?! I am happy for them, they are great people and will be great parents. But really I had to hear about their efforts and now I have to watch her have what I want. God has a plan I just needed to get that off my chest.