I finally have a date with my LDR BF to go for a visit. 6 weeks and counting!!!!!! I'm so excited!!! This will be the first time I meet his son. We will have been together for a year when I go in August. So I'm sort of going out there to celebrate our 1 year of LD. There's a catch though, I've visited him 4 times already but this time I'll be staying at his house with his son. This is the same house where he sort of lived with his LW.  I'm kind of nervous that it might be uncomfortable for him and I. He says it'll be fine bc he never really spent time in house before she passed away. I don't know how to feel. We'll be sleeping in the same room he used to sleep with her, and showering in the same bathroom where he used to shower with her. We have recently spoken about me moving there in a couple of years, and that he would get a new bedroom everything so it wouldn't make me uncomfortable. But I'll be sleeping in the same bed he shared with her. He says he doesn't think of it as a big deal but I dk what or how I should feel. I guess I'll find out when I go😔