Today a friend asked me to hangout and i felt bad so i said yes and we ended up going to thee movies but just as friends bc i would not date him no offense. And he tried to kiss n i got so grossed out bc he didnt know how to make out he was about to swallow my nose n he went slow n his breathe was eww n i kept pulling away n he kept tryna kiss n i tried to watch the movie n he kept staring ughh it was so bad bc then he tried to touch me n im like noo. It was just so bad bc im not attracted to him whats o ever n the fact that his kissing was bad it worst. The ride home was soo awkward.

People asked why i kissed him well idk i felt bad so i was like lemme see maybe its not so bad but it was