Feeling sad and disappointed...

Jo
I was going to test on Friday (day before AF is due) as away for the weekend with the in-laws so wanted to know whether I could have a couple of drinks to keep questions at bay...
​HOWEVER, glow suggested I take a test today (10dpo) and it was negative (frer) after months of feeling negative both my husband and I thought this was the month.... How many more months can I keep going?
​I've always thought there would be something wrong with me but just in a "being a mum is the one thing I've always known I've wanted to be so it would be typical if I was the one with fertility issues" now it's seeming more like I was right all along! The few people I talk to about this, just say I'm sure it's fine. I don't know what to do anymore... Feeling blue :-( 
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