My boyfriend and I decided that right now we shouldn't be together due to him afraid of himself (ptsd). We still talk and we are still every much inlove. I tell him EVERYTHING so I told him I was going to still go to the gynecologist even tho we aren't ttc anymore. He said just because we aren't together now dosent mean I don't want a family with you. It touched my heart but at the same time I thought what if we don't get back together. I see to many women being single moms. I want to try my hardest not to be someone "baby mother" I don't want my child to wonder moms first or dads first?.  But the thought of being a mother makes me happy. Please giving me honest opinions I could truly use it lol