Being a mom is hard ....but when you feel alone it's even harder. I'm never alone really with baby girl by myself all the time but others don't get me . When your husband works two to three hours a day comes home and sits on the couch watching the news all day till he goes to pick up his dinner and daughter that his mom is taking care of it bugs me .....like I work 8 full hours ..pregnant on a hot kitchen and he don't even work 4 gets to go home relax after working then pick up his kids when it's dinner time ....then I try to do laundry which I can't keep up on . Seem like dirty socks and shirts keep ending up on tables and floor all over the house and they are not my 4 year olds. Always picking up dirty tissues and dishes and bottle caps . He wonders why I get upset that he don't work a full shift yet gets paid , I work a full shift and still have to take care of things. He is the fun parent that plays with his kids and I'm the one who gets mad and cleans and is always tired . A daughter who don't listen to me and another child on the way. So much stress and so depressed and I'm the bad guy who blows things out of proportion. But being told what still needs to be clean and so on it just bothers the hell out of me....I don't know how much more I can't take ...depression is what I feel I have trying to spend time with my little one who rather play and spend time with her dad . I guess it's me. I guess I need to realize I'm not going to get the full help I need or want . That this is it! If this next one is a boy I want to raise him the way I think is best ....where the mother and wife doesn't do all the work and that mommy wants help and all should work togther...not just the wife/moms job!