So frustrated, just venting

I have PCOS and have been trying to get pregnant for about 2 years now...

Went to doctor today after first round of Clomid to see if any follicles formed and if I had/was/or going to ovulate. No follicles formed at all... all that was there were a few cysts... I'm so tired of being disappointed every month. I know it's only my first cycle of the meds but my heart has been hurting for 2 years now, I'm mentally exhausted over stressing about being able to give my husband the family he deserves and we both so desperately want... it just doesn't seem fair...