Im sooo down :'-(

I did everything right!!! Track my period even tho it's inregluar. I track my ovulation and it was positive it's been 6weeks. I find myself taking hpt every 3days and it's still negative I took a blood test at the er on Sunday and it was negative. I ask my doctor about clomid and she said since I been only been trying to get pregnant for 5 months I'm not a good candidate for it unless I been trying for a yr!! What the hell!! I will be 26 yrs old next month and I just want a bby b4 I'm 30yrs old . So I change my doctor I have a appointment on Friday and if I have to lie and say I been trying for 2yrs just to get clomid that's what I'm going to do. I want to be a mother so bad This is killing me!!! I just hope this works out for me ?