Where are you God

Sabrina
If you don't believe in God, don't comment. Its not the time. But, is it OK for me to question God? I pray every night for a baby. I pray constantly throughout the day for a baby. Why isn't God answering my prayers? Why does He think I can handle this? What if he doesn't have it in his plan for me to have a baby? What if I'm not OK with that? Why do I feel like he is rubbing it in my face? I am not at strong as the thinks I am. I need some help?