Hi guys 🙃

Vanessa • 17
So I've been talking to this guy and last Thursday I "butt texted" him after three weeks. I was angry at him because he's a crappy texter. Also because he was active on the dating app I used to meet him on, but wouldn't text me back for 25 hours. So we didn't talk for three weeks. On Saturday at around 12am he decided to come over and we "hung out" and he left at 5 bc I needed to get up and do stuff that day. He said some cute things and he kissed me and I didn't feel anything from anything we did that night. I don't know if it helps to say I took the morning after pill so my hormones were all out of wack for a couple of days and he would say lets hang out but I'd be busy or I just wouldn't want to. This past week has just been me catching feelings even though I didn't want to and I got my period the other day. On Wednesday he texted me wanting to hang out and I texted him on the day and then again on Friday at like 2am. Then he texted me back at 11 am saying sorry, he left his phone at his friends house, he was going to make it up to me and take me out etc... Then I said I can't go out maybe tonight and he still hasn't replied. It's Saturday 3pm. He's on uni break and he works at night from the last time I remember and he's 20 and I'm 17. I don't know what to make of this situation to be honest. The past 2 weeks I was supposed to be working my butt off because I'm in year 12 and it will pretty much determine atleast the next four years of my life but I've been distracted by him. I don't know what to say to him or how to express how annoying it is. Him texting me is all I can think about and I feel like he doesn't care. If I'm talking to him now I just want to know that he will be there 3 months from now when I graduate. If I text him now I'm scared he will not text back and I don't wanna block his number again and spend time thinking about if he's replied or not. I don't know what to do what do you guys think?? He acts like he cares about me but I don't know. He doesn't show it he doesn't follow through... Sometimes. When I kissed him his lips tasted like weed. He's my first kiss... He doesn't know that. Now I know I can never be a hoe bc I get too attached 😂 but anyways what do you guys think?Â