So there is this boy I met end of my freshman year during this cinco de mayo dance that every Spanish student to participate in. It just so happen that I got paired up with this really good looking guy, and it was really awkward but at the same time we had a really fun time like it was weird, we absolutely immersed in each other. So over summer I told him he was cute and I like him (I've grown to have a huge crush on him).  He thought I was cute and we decided to "like" each other. Fast forwarding on, I was so infatuated with him it was crazy. We ended sadly leaving me hella depressed. But I'm a bad bitch so I got over him eventually (like a whole school year). He got another gf this was junior year. And they broke up towards the end of the year, and me and him would talk time to time (his gf hated me and was crazy so I barely could talk) but really deep down I still had feelings I forgot to mention he was my first kiss, boyfriend type of thing etc. so we started talking again, right after I ended my relationship of the time. So this summer we decided to give it ago again, much to me denying and not flirting back. He said he liked me again. Fast forwarding a couple of weeks I noticed we were getting distant, it's because well I can barely hangout I have strict parents and yadadada. We wereskyping one night, and we ended whatever that was going on. Well he decided to end things.  Except I asked him "when did you start liking me back" and he replied "I never stopped liking you" And it's just mess we decided to be friends we went from talking everyday to never now and I'm really hurt but at the same time aware since I knew it was going to happen cause this is why we ended in the first place. It's like he's so great, we get along so well I haven't met anyone who kept me entertained for hours. I always liked him since end of my freshman year and now I'm about to become a senior this fall and I don't know if I should be like "shut the fuck up with all this nonsense were great together" or leave it as it is. PLEASE SOMEONE HELP ME ITS BEEN BOTHERING ME SO MUCH.