Idk what I'm doing. Idk wats going on all I kno is I miss this man even though he cheated and lied I miss him some people said I only miss him because the penis was good but that's not the only reason I miss him. I really miss him because when I'm with him no matter how I'm feeling he makes me feel better. When we together I get all getty. I can also be myself around him. When we hang out we act like big Kids and watch cartoons all day. When I'm with him I feel relaxed and cool. Even though he cheated and lied I still will do almost anything for this man. Another reason I miss him is  because he had taught me a lot and opened my eyes to stuff that I had never seen . He really pushed me to see the bigger picture of life and he pushed me to do better and be better. If we don't ever get back together I can honestly say he has taught me some valuable information and showed me a different outlook on life. I need some advice what should I do???