Well I've been having a rough week, mom in ICU then I had gallbladder surgery then mom passed away in ICU Tuesday and her wake is Sunday and funeral Monday. I'm still very sad and feel like a part of me is missing. I haven't had sex with my husband since all this happened, not that he seems to mind but I guess we'll have to try having kids after things calm down again. If this doesn't effect anything in that area we'll be able to try again but if it makes it not happen I'm not sure what we'd do. I just wished my mom could have been a grandma.