Getting hurt
The problem is, that with us, we love too much too fast, we get attached easily when we vowed to ourselves that would never happen again, and yet we don't trust that person 100%. So when you've been with someone for over half a year, you think maybe this guy is different, so you trust a bit more. One year passes by and you have almost convinced yourself fully that this guy might definitely be the one, so you trust him a lot. Maybe two years pass and you trust him with all your heart. Then one day you're hunched over in the corner of your room, knees, hands and cheeks are soaked with tears because you've been crying for hours. You feel physical pain from your heart because he left you, you can no longer call him yours, all the photos of the happy couple you once knew no longer serve a purpose. You torture yourself by reading all the old convos you guys had, go through pictures of him laughing, smiling, and hugging you. You thought it would last. But that's the problem, you tear your walls down all the way with time and you don't have any defense left, so when you think you won't get hurt you do and it's unbelievable. I think that's the worst kind of hurt. When you had so many trust issues with love and this guy comes along sweeping you off your feet and makes you trust in love again and then shatters everything to pieces because you opened up. You don't want to get out of bed, you don't care to eat or drink anymore, showers become a waste of time, and you slowly tear yourself apart because you thought this time would be different, but it wasn't and you ended up getting hurt again and you can do nothing but blame yourself.
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