Needing advice

Sydney
My husband and I have been separated for a few months living in different states. Right after he left I found out I was pregnant with a miracle baby. We tried for three years with no luck, and after a bad experience with birth control I got pregnant. I live in a bad situation and he is not helping me. He lost his job after going to jail, I can't work because pregnancy is not my friend nor have I enjoyed it. My mom wants me to put the baby up for adoption now that I'm too far along to keep it. I just don't know if I can do that. Any advice from other women?