Struggling..... Long rant
I am a bitcher and a worrier, but lately I am always nagging and bitching more than normal. I have become distant from my SO and I'm not sure where all this aggression is coming from. My husband is a good man for the most part but lazy as all get out. I'm so worried that I'm trying make my marriage fail on purpose, there is some stuff going on like he sleeps on the sofa I tell him to come to sleep with me and he "falls asleep on the sofa" every night I probably haven't slept with him next to me in over a month. We are on two different pages I work 5 days a week and his days vary yet on my days off its like working a double shift cooking cleaning laundry on his days off he plays video games literally all day. I'm exhausted and tired of even looking at him. I don't kiss him as much as I used to we have sex but it's almost emotionless. I have a son from a previous relationship which he has raised basically but he has two daughters one we don't see at all and one we are fighting for custody for. He's never raised a child from birth. I'm afraid I'm going to be raising my daughter alone I just feel like he's no help and I'm pushing him on purpose so either he will leave or I have an excuse to leave. I may feel differently tommorow but for now I feel so angry. How do i cope with all these emotions?
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