I might be pregnant....im scared.

I need some advice yall...im late for my period and tested this morning. My worst fear right now: it came out as a faint positive. My husband and I have been married for 2 year and wasn't planning on having kids for another 2 years. Also, I'm 24 and a free spirit at heart. This is going to sound terrible but I don't want to be pregnant right now. I don't believe in abortion or the morning after pill so I'm In this for the long haul. Is there any advice yall could give me to get through this? I have terrible anxiety and all this isn't helping. I don't know how to get through this this and what my next step is. Please help!