Weight

Okay so let me start off by saying when I used to be think I was far I wish I could go back then. Well I've been saying I wanna lose weight & I workout with my boyfriend. I drink water only! But I eat healthy but kinda not at the same time. I work all the time & never feel like working out. I'll be asleep when I tell him I'll be working out. I don't know what to do. I really do wanna lose weight but I can't find the motivation unless he is around.