I lost my first baby June 17th at 7 weeks. It's been an unbelievably trying time for me and my husband. I thought I was ready and I got two positive pregnancy tests today. I'm so scared and confused. I know it's not old hormones fading because I took a pregnancy test a couple weeks ago and it was negative. I'm afraid because I have to tell my work due to the nature of my job. I'm afraid because I can't do it again. I can't lose another baby and now there is a risk. I don't know what to do! My first pregnancy was wonderful! I emotionally felt better than ever, (I struggle with anxiety) no morning sickness, just easy going and happy. This pregnancy just based on the last week is going to be much different, all I want to do is curl up and hide. I'm nauseous, and already irritable. I had thought it was just pms. Anyone else feel mixed emotions about a rainbow baby? 😞😞😞