Today is a rough day.

As side from my difficulty ttc, today would have been my aunts 40th birthday. She passed when she was 38, the day before mothers day. She was much more than just an auntie, she was like a mother to me a very young mother figure, but a mother figure. Her passing was hard for me to grasp and honestly still to this day I don't want to grasp it. She left behind two beautiful little ones, one who was 7 and one 4 at the time I believe and my uncle who I still speak with frequently. We found out through this tragedy that my father's side of the family caries a gene for a illness called Hemocromitocis.. I don't even to how to spell it. The gene is not always active, some things will turn it on and some won't. Sadly my aunt did all the lifestyle activities that turned it on. Needless to say today is a very rough day for me. Thank you for listening to me vent it's much appreciated.

On a peppy note , everyone have a great day and baby dust to you all ♡