Rainbow Guilt
My son was a rainbow baby. He was conceived right after my first miscarriage. My mom has asked me if I ever wonder about my first baby. I told her "No, because I wouldn't have my son." That wasn't entirely true because I had wondered about that baby many times. After my next two miscarriages I felt an intense amount of guilt about ttc after to the point I cried during sex at one point. I felt like the babies I lost would be watching and hurt that I forgot about them. I still haven't had a successful pregnancy since my son. Has anyone else felt this guilt about ttc or being pregnant after a loss?
Add Comment
Let's Glow!
Achieve your health goals from period to parenting.