Not trying but not avoiding.
I want nothing more in the world to have a baby. We finally bought a house, which was our big step before getting married and then starting a family. I'm so so so impatient now! We've had a crazy hard month. Our car was stolen, his sister ran away, my phone broke, all while my baby brother is in jail and the month a year ago my best friend passed away. Our car was returned, his sister was found safe, and my brother is coming home Tuesday. Before everything made a turn for the better, the only positive was this house. But I've been wanting to have a baby for the past year and now we have our resources almost completely in order (I don't care about getting married first I'm so damn impatient)
We even stopped using condoms because it's not a big deal if we get pregnant now. Although he's still pulling out. I wish I could convince him to just let us try. I nearly cry every time I start ):
Buuuuut he did say "maybe next year" and I said "well what about after Disney? You said after Disney" "baby we're going to Disney in February isn't that next year? :)"
I just feel like it will drag until he actually lets us try. But God I'm so excited y'all. I post about this stuff nearly weekly 😂
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