2 weeks PP and feeling unattractive

I can not stop crying today! I am feeling so gross! After being pooped on, peed on and puked on, leaking breasts and still bleeding I feel so unattractive. My husband keeps asking what's wrong and I feel dumb telling him I feel ugly. And that I'm super jealous of our 18 year old tenant, in her skimpy summer Clothes and skinny body. I've never been jealous of her before and I have nothing to worry about but I can stop feeling this way.