Just had anal with my fiancé

So my fiancé and I have been in engaged for 6 months now and when we were dating he told me he's never done anal and wants to try it, but I have never been on board for it as he has a huge 🍆 and I was always scared. I had never done it before and always would say we would do it on our wedding night which is in 2017. Well we've tried maybe twice since we have been together and I start crying cuz it hurts so bad when he just puts the head in but for some reason in the middle of the night I was soooo horny so I  got up and started giving him head till he woke up a little bit and got on top when I knew he was kinda awake  well for some reason I grabbed his 🍆 and put it in my ass I knew what I was doing and decided to finally go through with it. It was sooo amazing and he came so quickly. It was enjoyable for me as well, I'm hoping to do doggy with him doing it next time maybe I'll try lube this time we didn't use anything and now I'm in pain lol