A complete meltdown today! Advice?

Katie • CrossFit/Wifey/Momma2Be
Over the past 2 years I nearly lost 60 lbs. The past 2 weeks since I saw a BFP I have ate completely horrible! So today I had an emotional breakdown to my husband about how I am scared to gain weight, and I am concerned that I will gain all that weight back. I am still considered overweight and can only gained up to 20 lbs if that. This is all mental for me, but I am scared of seeing that scale go up because of how hard it was to lose the weight! Any advice ladies? I had to vent. I have already gained close to 5 lbs and I'm 6w1d! 😢