BFN again

Marta
I start slowly loosing my hope.... TTC month 4 and BFN 5 days before AF..
​Had silent miscarage in December. Mi body come back to normal after 4 weeks and I though that everything will be ok :( but seems that no baby dust for us again;((( is very hard to wait for next month again and  try again... Not sure how can I cope with disappointment. My best friend just got her baby, my cousin is pregnant it seems so easy for everybody except us. How you cope ladies with disappointment and if any of you had silent miscarage how long it took you to get pregnant again?
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