I love sex ( don't read unless ur 15 or above)

I love sex so much .. But yet I'm a virgin . I love not the sleeping around sex . But I fell in love with the idea that u and ur man are close together and cuddling and becoming one . Where u please each other and love each other so much it feels so right. I love the idea of your boyfriend loving u for u and the way u look .. I don't see sex to be this horrible thing where people might. I think it's wonderful and I'm in high school and I just fell in love with the idea of love and sex and having a boyfriend to hold and love . That makes you smile even if they didn't do anything that would inquire a smile. Someone to be ur best friend but more intimate . SEX I have these fatasys if it being great and wonderful. Just think about it ...  U and ur man are making out and he lays u down on the bed with out losing eye contact or releasing the lips and he lays on top of u making u feel safe and warm. Then u talk a little bit maybe laugh and u slowly help each other out of ur clothes . But when it's time to do the job. He starts slow making sure he handles u with care as he holds u and never loses contact with ur eyes even if ur eyes are closed and ur moaning he is still locked into u. Then he starts to go faster and faster till u both u know finish . But then he rolls over and wants u to cuddle with him While ur both still naked he strokes ur back as ur front is on him with ur head on his chest and u just talk about each other and the love and idk how the sex was. It's even better when u both lose ur virginity to each other . It makes it more special to know u both hold something special that no one else can ever get from that person forever . Am I wrong for thinking this way or do any of u agree with me .. But I also have a question I want to have sex with my bf I love him we have been dating for 2 yrs but he is 3 yrs older than me but he is wonderful he's like the dream guy for all girl and he's so hot on top of that .. I don't want to have sex in high school he never pressured me but I really want to but idk what to do should I or should I wait .. We both agreed on birth control and condoms as well . And we also both talked about if I get pregnant he will be there for both of us me and the baby and he will never leave because he's in love with me. But he never pressured me he would be ok if we didn't bc I'm what he wants not just sex .