I can't love myself.

I have struggled my whole entire life with loving myself and lately it's worse and worse. I absolutely hate my body and I have a messed up imagine of what I'm supposed to look like. I honestly try so hard to love myself and be happy the way that I look, I'm not fat I'm not super skinny I just don't like the way I look. I look at the pictures of models and perfect fitness pages and it drives me insane I constantly work to make my body look like them but I still don't love myself and I don't know how to change it. I constantly edit my pictures to make myself look skinnier and feel better about myself and I hate it. I stopped posting pictures and going out because I don't like the way that I look anymore at all. Any suggestions on what to do? I made an appointment with a therapist but I'm not sure how much that will help. 😔😔😔😔😔😔😔