Oral selfishness

Krysta • I’m just a 22 year old girl trying to live her life.
My man loves blow jobs. He says that I am amazing at it. He's really good at eating the pussy too. It's just he doesn't do it all the time. He would rather me give him a blowjob while he rubs my clit. Sometimes we'll 69. I think he feels that we both have to be giving in order to receive. I just want to be able to lay back and enjoy it sometimes. Am I wrong? Am I being selfish? I'm not complaining about giving it to him. I'm one of the weird girls that doesn't mind it.