Seriously..WHY ME?!?!

Alyssa
I just need to rant and pray to God that someone can understand me!! My periods were outrageously out of control. I had a D&C and took provera a month later to induce my period so it wasn't late and didn't have to repeat the torture again. Well my husband and I decided we were ready to start clomid and hopefully end up conceiving. Took the clomid days 5 to 9 of my cycle, got our baby dancin' on days 11-21. Day 23 (July 23rd) I went and got my progesterone level drawn. Yesterday my OB/GYN'S office called with the results. They look for levels around 10 to indicate ovulation..know where I was?!?! 0.5!! What the helllllll is that?! I am seriously so freaking frustrated. I knew that there was a chance that it couldn't work the first time around. But I have this awful habit of getting my hopes up, and when it doesn't go my way, I end up like the way I am. Lost. So I called my husband, being the emotion wreck that I was, and he instantly knew. Idk. Ugh!! I'm trying to stay positive but it's hard. Around this time 4 years ago, we got pregnant and miscarried 2 months later in September. Anyway, sorry for ranting and rambling, I just, don't know if anyone can relate that can share an experience, that way I know I'm not alone in the world!!!