So I've been having a major issue with my body lately. Is not that I can't loose weight, it's that I can't gain weight. I don't like how my body looks at all. When I was younger I had two surgeries and now my stomach looks like it got into a fight with a lawnmower. I do a lot of heavy working because of my job. I have extremely broad shoulders and I have no "feminine curves" like anyone else. My clothes don't fit because they never handle my muscles. I am 19 years old, 5'4 and 100 pounds on a good day. And the problem is that I eat like crazy. I have talked to doctors but that doesn't help my clothing issue. I can't find any good brands of pants that don't stretch out after a day or two of wearing them. Maybe it is just the way I'm built but leggings stretch and jeans sag cause of it. Besides that I hate wearing bikinis cause well you can see my ribs but my stomach is mildly deformed. I wish I could not look the way I do. I love the way my face looks but I can't do much for my body.

Rant over.