Had a good old cry :(

I really thought we had done it this month as AF was late but she showed her ugly face today on cycle day 45 normally i have a cycle of 31-33 days this was the longest cycle i ever had...didnt really bother me the whole day as i kept myself busy & not really thiking about it but i finally broke down in front of hubby just cudnt bottle it anymore...had a good long cry & guess what i feel so much better, sumtyms u just have to let it out through ur tears. Im really grateful to God for a really supportive husband, i will keep on trying & i know God will give me my BFP soon To all those TCC gd luck u are all in my prayers too x