I need advice please help 😩

Nadira
Hi there ! My name is Nadira and im currently 15. I'll be 16 in March . When most girls turn 16 they usually have a sweet 16 to celebrate . However , in the past I told my parents I didn't want a sweet 16. The only reason why I said no was because at that time I felt all alone and like I didn't have true friends to spend my birthday with. Now I do , and I'm regretting telling my parents I didn't want one all together ! I know I wanted one all along but I was actually just scared . Scared that it wouldn't be the big party I had always imagined it to be . However I know it's too late to change my mind yet again .  Can someone please give me some birthday party ideas ? I live in NJ and going to NY is an option too . I just want a memorable night that I'll never forget . Please help and thank you ! ❤️