Infertile and feeling alone rant

We might be infertile. I don't want to tell everyone but out seems the only people I want to talk to it about are insensitive. My sister and my husband. Every time I bring something up about it I get told to leave it alone and wait. Me sister just had her 2nd unplanned baby. I'm happy for her but she seems to think pregnancy is the easiest thing to do. My Mom is dramatic and tells everyone, co-workers, customers, family, friends then she'll push for more information, like she's more excited them I should be. My husband is going to a urologist and he wants to wait till he gets results back before we pursue the next step. In the beginning I wasn't worried. 2 years later and I want one now. I'm doing it so my husband, now 33, has some young years with his child since he said his dad was to old when he grew up and didn't really play together. I just want a one on one real conversation. Facts, ideas, advice, a shoulder. Someone that can agree with me, not someone telling me to leave it alone. I don't talk about it much just because I don't want to hear what they would say if I did. Honestly Glow is the only place I have to go. ? end rant.