Sorry, I have no friends, we'll I do, but I don't trust nobody, please if you have something rude to say, this is not the right person, I feel super lonely and sad, super lost, I'm living with my cousin and my uncle, my uncles wife traveled to Guatemala to take care of her dad, so we are living by ourselves right now, I'm 19 years old and I moved from Guatemala to houston a year and a half ago, with the ambition to get a better life, I'm a citizen, I was born here and raised in Guatemala so wanted to come back, I have been here for a year and a half now and have no friends, money or anything, I am not ready for adulting, I had all that I want in Guatemala, my family, friends, boyfriend, money, everything and here I have nothing, I made a mistake on going out my comfort zone, my safe place and now I feel stupid I don't even have money to get me a decent dinner, we were paying rent between four people and now is between three, I just got my car and next payment (this friday) is already gone, I am looking for a weekend job and can't get a fucking interview, I feel screwed and stupid and dumb and lonely and.. I just need my mom.